Showing posts with label The story of my life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label The story of my life. Show all posts

with you, it felt so damn true


Makeitstory,- Our story is kind of thing that i quite want to remember forever. How we met and how we realized that we were never going anywhere. 


Our random topic was magical thing that make me completely interested with you. I could talk everything. You were such a good adviser and listener for me. We had same topic to talk, same music to listen and same things to pursue. i was learning about stock while you were learning about mutual funds. We could talk about it for hours, and i knew i really enjoyed every single second we spent together.

I remembered, first time we met, we casually talked about flat earth vs round earth. The fact that you are a geologist was one of background about first topic we discussed. Even it was not such normal thing to share when you first time meet new people. But we did it. Because our meeting was unique thing that ever happened.

Sometimes we stayed up late just for talking randomly. To be honest, I didn’t know much about you, yeah we rarely talked about personal life. We had same think about how to keep our personal life privately. And i do respect it.

Now it was just a story. this last September i talk to my self to control my memory about you. I am listening September by adithia sofyan while i write this, i fully remember about you. About our failed-meeting on September and on this month also i should say good bye to all memories about it even it felt so damn true. 


Good bye, hope you always be fine everywhere you are. I miss you sometimes you know 😊 

My life feels kinda boring lately


Makeitstory,- It has been a long time since i have hobbies to do for spending my time like watching my fav tv show/Korean drama or reality show and reading good book. But lately, i loss them. I don’t know where they go. I just miss those kind of activities which make me feel alive anyway. Fortunately, i still remember i have them! 

I really miss reading a good novels that i find randomly in my digital library. I miss when i have to sleep late because i can’t stop watching my fav movies/series, or i just laugh for every jokes from variety show that i love so damn. 

But where do they go right now? i really have no idea!

i have read a nice quote, if you really love something, you will free your time to make it come true, not making it come true if only you have free time. Do you see the difference?




Yup, your hobbies is the kind of something that you love. Everyone needs to entertain themselves. One of the things is spending ur time to do hobbies. Feeling tired after work is such a normal thing but not doing ur hobbies because of that, it’s absolutely wrong! You are gonna kill your self slowly! And i am on the way there, yeah this boredom will kill me first! 

But, I realize it and think to change the situation asap. Now i am trying to enjoy my life. Doing my hobbies and perhaps can create and find the new hobby. I promise to my self to live like the quote carpe diem! Forget everything behind me and not too over to think about future. Just enjoying the present, every moments and every single second in my life. 


            Carpe diem!